I’m having surgery tomorrow.
Time has really flown by in the waiting, but the day is almost here. My doctor will cut out the scar tissue in my uterus. There is a lot of uncertainty with this surgery.
Will they be able to remove everything?
Will the scar tissue come back?
Will those raw places cause issues for me in the future?
I could stew on these questions and about a million more, but it wouldn’t help me. Worrying won’t add a single hour to my life.
So right now, I’m not worrying. I’m trusting that God is going to take care of me, and regardless of how the hypothetical questions get answered in the days, weeks or even years to come, He will be with me.
He is writing a great story for my life, and He already knows the end. In fact, He already knows every detail from start to finish. I love that.
There is no guarantee that we will be able to get pregnant right away after the recovery, and I honestly couldn’t say if I would even want that or not. Pregnancy will bring a whole slew of emotions that I don’t exactly look forward to at this point.
I’m just thankful to see this season of health problems coming to an end.
Thank you Jesus.